Saturday, August 30, 2008

holiday and ramadhan

a week's time has flew away,

since going to pandan indah..i haven't went back to kelantan and so...sure it is such a relief to be in kelantan..undescribeable relief but to be at home with ease and comfort sure turn me into a couch potato ( ahax!!)


i dont really feel like facing mid-sem exam..my first ever examination in medical faculty
but to say that i didnt spend my time for studying those bookz (anatomy, physiology,histology,biochemistry etc) would be such a lie..hahaha

anyway...
Ramadhan is just around the corner..
cant wait to Ihya' it this time..
celebrating Ramadhan in Kelantan would surely be the best ..
dont know why but Ramadhan in kelantan (to my observation) is more lively than other places
however..its not the place that determined whether ramadhan is 'alive' or not
but its up to us

marhaban ya ramadhan!!!


ramadhan..

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

happy one year closer to death

وَمَنْ نُعَمِّرْهُ نُنَكِّسْهُ فِي الْخَلْقِ أَفَلَا يَعْقِلُونَ-36:68
36:68 Dan barang siapa yang Kami panjangkan umurnya niscaya Kami kembalikan dia kepada kejadian (nya). Maka apakah mereka tidak memikirkan?




"happy birthday and happy one year closer to death"

its has been a while since i heard that voice struck into my ears..the voice of inspiration..the voice of motivation..the voice of love..the voice of 'ayah'..

every year, when any of our's(my family brithday), he will always mention the same wish to us, as he want us to not only be happy that we are getting older(and matured maybe), because being older seems to a kid like me before, like being able to do more things and activity..and to start 'berdikari'(donno the english word..ahax)

so, that kind of wish (some maybe say that the wish are a a bit harsh for someone who just celebrate his/her 'new yeacelebration' ..but ayah still keep on doing it to us..as he always remind us about the hadeeth

"the smartest person is the one who always remind him/herself of death"

and as until today, i will always remind myself about the same thing as ayah did before. .




life is a journey






hidup adalah suatu perjalanan, perjalanan di mana setiap daripada kita sebagai manusia yang menuju kepada tuhan..bertambahnya umur dalam kehidupan juga bermakna semakin hampir kita dengan ajal..
dan mengenangkan diri yang masih dalam perjalanan di mana penamatannya hanya ALLAH sahaja yang tahu

membuatkan diri aku berfikir



sudah cukupkah bekalan aku untuk bertemu ALLAH kelak?



sudah bersediakah aku untuk dihisab amalan aku?



adakah sudah tertunai tanggungjawab dan amanah aku di dunia?



layakkah aku untuk ke syurga ALLAH?



dalam keadaan iman terumbang ambing
amalan yang tidak konsisten
agak sukar untuk menjawab soalan-soalan di atas
soalan yang tidak cukup dijawab dengan lisan, kerana jawapan baginya hanyalah amalan

yang ikhlas kerana ALLAH..

ya rabb,
aku tidak layak untuk syurgamu
tapi tidak pula aku sanggup untuk ke nerakamu
berikanlah aku kekuatan
agar amalanku..ikhlas hanya untukMU
tetapkanlah aku dengan iman dan islam
terangilah hati ini dengan limpahan taufiq dan inayahMU
agar pengakhiranku adalah redhaMU yang satu..




happy bithday anas

and

happy one year closer to death




tariq_ziad
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13/8/2008
Pandan Indah